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so im at work..yippie. im suppose to have class tommarow morning at 7:30 but im tryin' to get that shit switched cause heather renee will miss 95% of that class. even though our school only allows 2 absences per tri i always find a way around the system, pretty muuch always have and always will! My stomache has been killing me the past 5 days though, i dont know whats up with it, but i dont like it very much. I cant wait for wednessday when i finally will have money in my pocket i am so broke. tom informed me that we prob. wont be living at his house for very long so i might go to jersey for a few months after i graduate from jwu next november and than come back to rochester to start my psyche. that girl at my work couldnt call me back the other night cause she was too busy fucking the guy who owns the bar down the strreeet, how loveley. so im about to clean shop up so i can get out of here on time toniggggght. Today has been an all around bad day, and i fucking hate looking at peoples myspaces at how pretty they are, i wiiissssssssh, just wish a little that i could be somewhat decent looking, i hate the way i look. ughh. anyway,peace. |
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So, ive been telling my manager for about 3 months now that im planning on going home at the end of march so i can start bringing my stuff home. Today when i went too look in the book for the exact date i wanna go home, i saw that she is planning on going on vacation the last week of march. THATS LOVELY. She is also going away at the end of April. Let me explain the problem here. Theres only 3 girls that work here, and my manager doesnt like working weekends so she doesnt. If the other girl or myself wants to go away, the other one basically has to pull a shit load of doubles, and the girls from the other stores never like to come cover shifts. So now i have to argue this out. Meanwhile i wanted sunday off so i could work the hippie fest! The other girl wouldnt let me take the shift because now she has to do something medical and she was suppose to cover my shift for me friday so i didnt have to work a bunch of days in a row and a double in the middle but she neevr called me back and was too busy fucking 3 different guys, now, its none of my buisness, but when you tell me something and it effects me, than we have a problem. Further more, her ex pays all of her bills for her and she works at a fucking tanning salon, im in miami florida, i go too school fulltime, work 4-5 days a week, like maybe i need a lil break. it would be different if i didnt have school and just worked but im the only one here that does both adn it seems like i am always getting fucking stiffed. So now, she had yesterday off and now tommarow, monday, and tuessday, and im stuck working last night, all day tommarow, school in the day monday and tuesday, and than work at night. suck my balls. i hate whores, all whores. all day everyday. you all suck at life. an di hope you end up unhappy and alone, thhhhhanks! Cause you pretty much give all girls the reputation of being whores and leave the good ones like myself with that bad label. i hate the world. lol. and my stomache has been hurtiing the past 4 days i do not know why. ugghhghg. PEACE.
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Lets get a breif review here shall we. I started off at Johnson and wales as a culinary major. I love culinary, its still one of my passions, but if i want to have a life and a family its just not gunna work out for me in the long run, and the kind of person i am im probally goingto be married within the next 5 years. I changed my major from culinary, too food and beverage management, to sports/event management, when back too food, now im in sports again, and im going to change it again! I want to be DONEE with jwu, but i need to at least get an associates degree in SOMEETHINNG because i pretty much payed 60,000 already and im not letting that go to waste. Well, i would but my ma wont allow it lol. So now im trying to change my major to something that will get me out of there as soon as possible, most likley ill have to go to rhode island next year for a semester at JWU up there, and than ill be looking for a school to start in january for a Physcology major and get a minor in english. Probally in New Jersey so i can live with tom and not have to pay rent and maybe actually have the life of a true college student insteaad of doing nothing everyday but working and having no time to sleep or anything! so thats my delema for the day, and i need to have a stree free life starting now. Besides the fact that rent was due yesterday and my lovely boyfriend saved no money what so ever so we have to wait to friday to pay which means the apartment people are going to threaten us everyday like always and be up our ass's and make my life that much more miserable! ahhh!serenity now
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so last night was garys last night to hang out, ( i m not sure if i mentioned before that toms friends from jersey have been down here this week). We went to daves sisters house and we ate a bunch of weed cookies. its 6pm the next day and i still am extremeley fucked up. im also at work and i just want to fall asleep. damn hippies got that good shiooot!!!!!! i love my bubby. we wanted to tear each other a new one in the begginning of the night cause we missed the bus and had to wait 2 hours for the next one but it worked out in the end. friggen miami dade public bus systems!!!!!!!!!! and its like 85 outside but my work is always freeezing inside so im going through heat flashes over here!
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so im at work again. i get my cats back tonight finally! all in all i had a pretty okay day. Im kind of pissed off because i was reading toms myspace and it seems like all the girls on his friends list are fucking his ex girlfriends. and im his longest relationship, weve been dateing for almost a year and a half now, his longest before me was 3 months....lol, but it just irrates me, i know it stupid. and to see him write that the girl was perfect for him and he was sticking up for her, he never does that for me. =( he needs to go on his myspace and write me cute stuff too equal it out lol, im so gay. I have 40 minutes to go. I need the other girl that i work with to cover my shift on sunday so i can work the langerado concert but i doubt she'll do it which upsets me cause im the only one here who is poor, cant afford anything, a full time student, and i always get over worked, no time for fun. Meanwhile the one girl has her ex boyfriend pay all of her bills, and her car, doesnt have school, and the manager just works here and splits payments with her boyfriend so it fucking blows, meanwhile i want to go home at the end of march but taking time off of work seems nearly impossible. ughhhhh. peace.
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i hate workiing. i have pretty much the easyiest job in the entire world. i sit behind a desk all day, use the computer, and i can even drink. But, it is dealing with retarted costumers that i cannot stand, and i work everyday of the weekend every weekend. i mean im in college, i wanna be able to have some kind of fun. plus im stressin because i need to find a school in new jersey thats within an hour radius of toms house so i can move there. I wont mind driveing that far, espcially since i wont be needing to pay rent or electric. Than im going to save money for those few months and hopefully get an apartment of my own. If i move back to rochester ill easily be able to afford my own place, but i want to be able to enjoy the last of my childhood while i can cause all i ever have done is work, work, and work, and never any play. i need to relax and do me for awhile! We should be getting our kitties back today, and my mom has a job interview in miami this week so hopefully she can bring my bunny home with her which will be less of a hassel for me when i go home in march or april, havent decided yet . blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
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So i havent had a journal in like 2 years, and although im always on myspace, its interesting reading my old live journal and seeing all these things i completley forgot about, so im going to write quite frequently in this one to remember new memories. So, i am from new york, but i moved to miami florida last year where i am currently living here still, but will be going back home in may when my lease is up for the summer. where im countinuing school in september is optional right now, i want to move to NJ with my boyfriend thomas but i cant seem to find a good school their so i dont know at this point. i work at a tanning salon, i use to work at tgi fridays but the one in miami sucks balls. the issues in my life, where im going to school next year, annd the people at my aparment complex are bitches and we have too many animals and i hate them. lol. but i am at work wright now so im mostly likley going to update my life in a few days.
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